a week and half.

yup. there's a week and a half left of my first year of college and i am freaking out.
freeeeeakkking outttt.


i have four months at home.
that's so much time.
i love my family. i love my friends. i love my home.
but now i also love people here. i love my room. i love my roommate. i love all of my friends.


i hope with all my heart that summer just makes us all better friends.
i don't want to lose these people.
there's one friend in particular. i've never met anyone like them. we just....click. everyone wants someone like that and i have one. :)
i know next year will be very different...a lot of chnages are going to happen. but i hope with every part of my heart that our friendship is real and won't leave. because i appreciate this person more than i could even say with words.


someday. someday it's going to happen.
i have so much faith.
and maybe i shouldn't.
but i've never had anything like this.
i've have so many amazing friends. i currently have the best friends in the whole world.
but this one is just so...effortless.


time to stop day dreaming and face reality, though.


finals.
summer.
and then right back here. to this same room. to the same warm and friendly smiles that i've grown to love.


i'm going home.
but i'll be back "home" in no time.


i can't wait for some amazing summer memories (as different as this summer will be) but i'm even more excited to have never ending nights doing homework that never gets done, and making jokes that no one understands (even us).


best friend?
yea. i feel it.